Revenge

I am moving up the emotional scale. Today I acknowledge my feelings of revenge.

I feel vengeful when I think about the money I owe. While the responsibility is mine and mine alone, I have behaved inappropriately towards others with regards to my debt. I have yelled at debt collectors and credit card customer service agents on the phone, displacing my anger towards myself on the companies that I owe money to and their representatives.

I have also treated myself poorly, taking out my anger and frustration on myself by eating badly and making myself ill. I have subconsciously told myself that I deserve to be sick because of the terrible way I have handled my finances. 

I hereby recognize these feelings and commit them to writing so I may move beyond them. I will change my emotions, which will change my reality.

I release revenge.

I continue to move up the emotional scale and gradually transform my feelings from negative to positive, from poor to prosperous, from anxiety to appreciation, from fear to love.